Expired Coupons

Josh Bettinger

After beginning to peel, not having peeled,
a boiled egg over the compost bin

at the speckled sink a handful
of fruit flies lift their possessions of air up and out
from the kitchen noiselessly
and full of an ordinary grace.

I remember a shirt coming off
in sunlight and you were just a perfect
roll of butcher paper
unspooling through and against red leaves.

Driving to work a bumper sticker
reminds me that my father and I
are now at an age where everything I gift him—

knives, jackets, cookbooks—
I am in fact putting on a type of tempered layaway

for me to dramatically interpret later.
Or the inverse a more unhinged turn
and we lose ourselves in how sheets are to be folded,

but they themselves know
they were never fully articulated
by a more active rendition
than the jovial corpse astraddle our silent forms.

 

Josh Bettinger is a poet and editor. He is the author of the chapbook A Dynamic Range Of Various Designs For Quiet (2019), from GASHER. Recent publications include Columbia Journal, Atlas Review, Crazyhorse, and Boston Review, among others. He lives in Northern California with his wife and kids.

 

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