I find our renovicted collective house for sale inside the new vape shop on
Bloor St.
griffin epstein
and it is noisy
and it is bruised but fruiting, like the pear tree in our yard, or the chemical equivalent of a pear tree, in liquid neon green
and Rosie’s convenience store is across the street, untouched by ambulance, earthquake, old ladies gifting sturdy brick boxes to their adult children to knock down and cash in
and everyone is thinking of seeing other people
and everyone is learning Portuguese
yes, we’re all there – every gardener and sublet and bad choice and sellout and song
and no one is sick, no one is dead, no one has revealed their aspirations or credit scores
and the young men in their huge jeans at the corner are harbingers of nothing
they have been granted permission to be rooted in place
on land undeveloped
unstolen
and this vape shop will never close
griffin epstein (they/them) is a Mad queer white settler from NYC (Lenape land) working in education and community-driven research in Toronto (Dish with One Spoon/Treaty 13). They are the author of the chapbook so we may be fed (Frog Hollow Press) and a member of the Biophilia Collective and shrunken studios. Their poetry has appeared in CV2, The Maynard and Plenitude. They believe in harm reduction, disability justice, and a free Palestine. Find them at griffinepstein.com.